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A Journey I Chose to Walk
Technological independence — that’s the journey I want to take.
I want to build something that reflects the vision I believe in.
We only live once, and that ideal — that fire — deserves to be pursued more than once.
From childhood until my twenties, I’ve always been searching for a path of my own.
Technology wasn’t something I was naturally good at.
But I remember the first moment I touched my passion — six years ago.
I was just a curious kid who loved to play — and then suddenly, I was asking myself,
“What is HTML?”
That was the first and perhaps the most naïve question of my developer life.
What I was doing felt small — as small as I was.
There were countless times I was tired, frustrated, and ready to give up.
But I kept reminding myself:
“Never stop trying.”
The Bitterness That Keeps You Awake
Dreams are like undefined functions — you never know if they’ll ever return a value.
But loving, nurturing, and living within that dream — that’s happiness you can’t trade for anything.
People once told me:
“Your life is bitterer than a cup of coffee.”
And maybe it is.
But I love coffee — bitter, yes, but real.
It’s the kind of bitterness that keeps you awake and alive.
I still believe in one thing:
“If you don’t have talent, how could you ever have luck?”
In real life, I either talk a lot — or not at all.
People like me are often misunderstood,
and few truly get what we’re trying to say.
Why I Write
They say developers don’t need to write.
But writing is how I store emotion —
how I document thoughts, and transmit the philosophies behind the code.
If over the past five years I had managed to fully build my platform,
maybe I wouldn’t have written hundreds of “Only me” blog posts.
I write to remember.
I write to keep my motivation alive.
I write to remind myself why I started walking this path.
The Way of Trying
Trying is the only way to earn the right to accept or reject tomorrow.
People like me — people still young —
don’t really know what else to do besides keep trying.
That’s our only way forward,
our only way to make tomorrow a bit brighter.
The baggage we carry isn’t heavy —
just some passion, and a few dreams we lost somewhere along the way.
Youth is like that — full of arrogance, ambition,
and that naive desire to change the world,
even when people around you tell you to “go wash dishes.”
The Happiness of Small Things
Happiness at this age is simple:
to wake up and work on something you love.
To feel a small spark in your heart —
because even small happiness can move the world.
If you can watch flowers bloom in spring,
hear birds sing,
and see petals fall gently on a quiet lake —
then even the coldest winter
is just another breeze passing by.
A Dream Thrown to the Sky
Every wish we make is like throwing a piece of our heart into the sky.
I dream not of fame,
but of bringing happiness to others —
and to myself.
That’s my pursuit.
That’s my foolish, beautiful dream.
NOTES
- Article originally posted in 2020, now reposted.
- AI-powered translation.
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Read the original Vietnamese version here: https://hnq.vn/blog/giac-mo-doc-lap-cong-nghe
More About Me
Blog: huynhnhanquoc.com
GitHub: github.com/huynhnhanquoc
Open Source: github.com/kitmodule
Buy me a Coffee: buymeacoffee.com/huynhnhanquoc
Keep me Dreaming: ko-fi.com/huynhnhanquoc
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This content originally appeared on DEV Community and was authored by Huỳnh Nhân Quốc
The Bitterness That Keeps You Awake